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So I'm offcially nineteen...to me thats old. To think I started on here merely sixteen years old.

I'm so nostalgic for the old days. Days I could write fanfics with Lisa. Exchange lyric writing with Sarah/Nixic/Elias. Talk about meaningful nonsence with Nikkie. Random conversations with girls like Rachel or Charli. I remember dreams of taking fuled by ramen by storm with Christine. Or seeing The Strange Thing Is peform. Amazing people like Amy and Kathy. Or two girls who I felt more close to then any of my friends...Tarah and Chloe. Or my twin Lauren..who knew me inside out. Or Livi...my smexy mushroom. Then there was Hannah..such an inspiration but she never knew. Or Jordan..so loving to me..but now gone. I cant believe I nearly forgot Jessi..the sweetest person.

And now..nothing.

and that just breaks my heart.