June 22, 2007

Emotion was involved.

I spent my day reading my old journals, wow I am so sorry I inflicted that on you, god I was so annoying, and my words….. Lets not go there.

In the depths of my depression, I spent my time writing this, it’s short but read between the lines, this has so much emotion involved.

 

 

It makes me want to swing from the rope

When I read the pathetic of my past

It’s just a mess of hopes and insecurities

 

The last kiss is poison, to even the ghost himself.

One more look at the world beneath me

Before I take a deep breath and fall

 

Onlookers laugh manically at the person I have become

A thousand letters for just one goodbye

Truth is I’m not even sorry.

 

I can feel the soft humming of my life support

The slight murmur of death sitting on my feet again

The emotions we have been going through have started to fail

 

I’m wound to tight and the string is about to snap

I can’t do this by myself, but your just to eager to leave

 

 

Have you ever been angry with yourself?

Hannah oxox


Posted on 06/22/2007 4:25 AM Comments (0)

June 13, 2007

Lips Crashed Like Cars, If In Just One Moment

 

It’s easy to feel, like this will never end

Hearts beat as one, break into two.

Lips Crashed Like Cars,

If In Just One Moment It Felt Like Heaven

 

I’m holding my breath and closing my eyes

Just wishing we could go back to ten minutes

Was I never good enough to be trusted.

 

It’s easy to feel, like this will never end

Hearts beat as one, break into two.

Lips Crashed Like Cars,

If In Just One Moment It Felt Like Heaven

 

I handed you my everything on a plate

And it didn’t even make it to your hands.

Smashed across the floor.

Is this where I belong

 

It’s easy to feel, like this will never end

Hearts beat as one, break into two.

Lips Crashed Like Cars,

If In Just One Moment It Felt Like Heaven

 

My lips are chapped and faded red

I dreamt that I could hear you whispering "it's over"

But when I woke, I was still stuck between reality.

Nightmares are suppose to end when you wake,

But I can still see the disappointed look on your face.

 

It’s easy to feel, like this will never end

Hearts beat as one, break into two.

Lips Crashed Like Cars,

If In Just One Moment It Felt Like Heaven

 

Oh it makes it hard to run away from everything

When you have nothing to hold you back.

But who to say this what you think it is

Everything is a figment of his imagination

What you got now? You’ve just given up.

 

Lips Crashed Like Cars, If In Just One Moment It Felt Like Heaven

Peace Hannah ox


Posted on 06/13/2007 2:05 PM Comments (7)

June 11, 2007

I'm Just The New Kid Wishing For Yooou -lyrics-

The funny thing about this is, you can take is as one or three separate ones……

 

Loving every second, how long is it till you walk away

Don’t look back, you’ll ruin the moment

Lost glances and fucked up chances

 

I have lost everything I ever thought was true

The question, once again comes forward

 

Is this really love?

 

 

But who to say this what you think it is

Everything is a figment of his imagination

What you got now? You’ve just given up.

 

They scream “this isn’t worth it”

This moment cause my chest to hold tight

 

Seems like it’s been forever and a day

But still I have nothing to say.

 

 

I’m going to hold onto what we had

Even if it means I’ll do it alone

Because everything has a reason

 

And my reason is you.

*---------*

 

 

Oh it makes it hard to run away from everything

When you have nothing to hold you back.

 

She only walks this way to see if you’ll notice

All the pain and secrets inside.

 

But don’t you see I can’t write about my life

When all I can think is about you.

 

I can see your lips touching, every time my eyes close

Green never suited you.

 

Who am I kidding?

I’ve tried to take back everything I said.

 

I meant every word, and I’m not breaking anyone’s heart.

But mine.

 

Don’t try and explain,

Try and throw away my memories of how it used to be.

 

I can still see the way you used to look up and smile

Swallow your so called sympathy and take deep breaths

 

I’m not just anyone, I’ll always be your shadow

Don’t look at me as if you don’t understand

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Lips Crashed Like Cars.

Seats Rolled Back Like Eyes After Too Much To Drink.
Clothes Were Ripped Off Like An Old Band Aid.
Old Wounds Were Reopened.
And New Ones Were Formed.
His Lips Were Like Cancer.
Deadly”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hannah was here, she was.

No lies.

She said hi!

Then she left,

But before she did, she said.....
"CANDY FOR THOSE WHO REAAAD"

 

ox


Posted on 06/11/2007 12:14 PM Comments (5)

June 10, 2007

It's Never Who You Think ~ Lyrics ~ Readage?

 

I think I’m choking on every lie you once told

I thought when you said “forever” you meant it

It’s never who you think it would be

 

Don’t be quick to judge, this isn’t about you

 

One lie quickly takes hold of another

I confess that I messed everything up

But this isn’t enough reason to blame me

 

This has be said so many times I’m not sure if I matter

 

Your secret is out, or should I say lie

I wouldn’t even glance in your direction

I’m screaming at the screen, trying to get your attention

 

You feel at home in the centre of attention.

 

You where once everything I owned

My heart and my soul

What did It do for me?

 

Yet another celebrity appearance in my life

 

Fifteen minutes was all I wanted

But as soon as the camera was rolling

You had already sold your soul

 

It’s not just drama, I’m overdramatic

 

 

 

 

Fall Out Boy OWNS My Soul atm

Mucho Love ox


Posted on 06/10/2007 1:13 AM Comments (4)

June 8, 2007

Okay, Can you read this for me? Alex wrote this and well please?

 

 

Emotions can never be planned,
Like a work of art or song lyrics, they just appear.
Once set free what do they become,
A lasting memory or a lost jumble of words?

There are no words to describe it,
When the dreams of years gone by become reality.
All the pain just washes away,
Totally unexpected, utterly extatic.

Some find hope in three little words,
But even "I Love You" itself, seems not enough.
A picture may be worth a thousand words,
But I thousand pictures can't describe the way I feel.


Posted on 06/08/2007 1:33 PM Comments (10)

June 7, 2007

Add --> Plumcovereddoughnut

Alex has no friends

Add him :D

Please

No?

Talk to him?

 

Loveage

ox


Posted on 06/07/2007 7:01 AM Comments (7)

Today’s poem has been brought to you by, boredom and “Linkin Park - In Pieces”

 

This must be fate, you keeping pushing me away

But still your hands are glued to mine

You whisper the three word’s of love and hate.

It seems like years since I saw your eyes sparkle.

But I’m not going to be

Be the one who leaves it to fall apart.

The flame burnt out long ago.

But the fabrication of our lives.

Still need the fake ness of his heart.

Split up. Torn apart.

The simplicity of secrets.


Posted on 06/07/2007 4:27 AM Comments (8)

June 2, 2007

Guess Whos Got Her Mojo Back?

Stuck behind the safety of the words on these pages

In-between the mind of another and insanity.

 

I've given up so many times ago.

But its one thing to forget and another to let go.

 

I've got a mind full of words and one lines.

But the ink in my pen has run out.

 

I know I hurt you when I said these stupid words

I love you and your face is forever stitched to my memories.

 

I never wanted to leave you and the memories of many yesterdays.

But time has got old, and its best if we both just move on.

 

I feel like I’m writing a love story to who ever is bored enough to listen

But I’m not eloquent enough to keep even the faintest of hearts beating

 

The words become longer, but still the story stays the same

 


 

If I scream it, do you think you’ll listen?

I’m choking on every bad word I say

But you just won’t listen to the lies.

 

Stop trying to kiss me when all I want is to walk away.

My eyes are crying the pain, and still you

Still you stay.

 

The clock is ticking and the sand is slipping away

My hands shake and my lips tremble

Take me away to the place that my mind sings about.

 

Cliché

 

 


 

Oh I'm Back! And It's So Gooood x]


Posted on 06/02/2007 3:57 AM Comments (3)

June 1, 2007

I Feel Like I'm Wasting Your Time With These, I'mma Back To Writing.

 

I’ve stood on the edge of reason.

But now I have nothing to believe.

It ends with the past,

Begins with the future, just a figment of my imagination.

 

I’m getting closer to loosing this all.

Golden sun streams through my window.

But nothing can shake the feeling of regret.

 

I walk through your lives, like footprints in the sand.

Waiting for the waves to wash away my existence.

But still they do not come, at you are still there.

 

Watching, waiting.

Wishing one day the dream will come true.

 

But still I stand, here waiting with you.

 

 

 

 

I am feeling very drained and emotionless at the moment, sorry for wasting your time.

Hannah ox


Posted on 06/01/2007 6:03 AM Comments (4)
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